Carla Romanato @caromanato

I think words will never be enough to thank Liana for all she is and does for us. I will never forget the day I’ve come across her ig, I was so lost, but so eager to find truth. The minute I’ve found her I knew, and I stopped searching. There’s life before Liana and after Liana. Or should I say.. there was never true life before Liana, only surviving and pain. 

I spent my whole life numbing myself to not feel the huge intense pain I carried, the pain of hating myself, the pain of being ashamed of myself, the pain of feeling worthless, the pain of feeling I was a lost cause.. then I’ve found Liana. She was a breath of fresh air in my suffocating world, she gave me real hope for the first time. I had no idea I was tolerating so much pain, abuse, I didnt know the extend of my trauma and self abuse. Tbh, I had no idea what abuse really was. Liana doesn’t change lives, she gives us life, because until finding her, I wasnt living, I was painfully and slowly dying.

Everything around me was sucking the life out of me, alcohol, some people, some ex partners, casual sex, narcs, food, parasites, crappy behaviors, tarot, “energy work”, seeking so much validation and approval, my self loathing thoughts, my traumas.. EVERYTHING!

I stopped drinking, cut people off, got stronger on my boundaries, I dont have interest in the things that used to hurt me little by little in the past and numbed me, I am learning how to love myself, am healing my relationship with food, and I’ve never felt so empowered in my whole life. I learned to be more compassionate to myself WHILE holding myself accountable. I love Jesus, like really love him and I love loving him. 

I’m no longer interested in abusive or crappy relationships at all. I still have a lot to heal and change, but this life, this intense healing life that many times puts us on our knees, is always going to be a million times better than the fake, numbing, slow, painful death I was going through.

Something I’ve realized recently was that I’ve always been terrified of becoming a mom, because deep down I was afraid to harm my kids the way I was harmed. And I dont have this fear anymore, because now I know what love really looks and feels like, because of Liana.

Because she never EVER stops giving, she never stops showing up, she never stops caring, she never stops loving, she never stops protecting us, she never judges us, she never EVER stops teaching us, not even for one day. Only ppl that never really let her in for one sec can talk shitty about her, they dont know and will never know what real love is. 

Once we let her in, it is impossible to not be transformed by her love..our souls know, our souls can never not love her and be eternally grateful for how far she goes to help us go back to Jesus. Thank you, Liana, from the bottom of my heart for not only introducing me to life, but for teaching me that I deserve to live a life I didnt know, a life full of Jesus, full of unconditional love. 

Because of YOU. Only because of you. If it wasnt for you, I dont even want to think where I would be right now..I might not even be here. Thank you, thank you, thank you, Liana, a million times and for ALL eternity, I love you