Nicki Panayi @guidedbylightart

Unconditional love...how many of us received this? How many of us have this for ourselves and thus for others? Do we know what it looks like? Feels like? Unconditional love is something I’ve been learning to give myself through the healing programs of my teacher Liana Shanti...the one human who has always loved me unconditionally. Through her unconditional love I have come to see, feel and understand that I have always, like everyone, been loved unconditionally by the Divine father and mother and Jesus 💜 over the years my understanding of unconditional love involved a lot of confusion. 

Many times I projected my wounds on to the love Liana, the Divine or Jesus was showing me. Diving deeper in to Liana’s programs whilst doing her candida cleanse has brought me to depths of pain, wounds and stories that I clung on to for many years. I may have been aware of them throughout my life, but it wasn’t until the last year that I have really gone deeper. I also needed to release most people and

anything connected to my life. For me this catapulted me to seeing my wounds and my shadow a lot more clearly. 

It showed me sexual abuse I experienced from infancy, it’s showing me how deep the toxic poison of being brought up by narcissists really is. I am having deeper understanding and connection to my accountability for all the choices I’ve made and their consequences. Shifting out of the guilt and shame I felt for them for years which kept me stuck and from doing any true healing.

Guilt and shame felt familiar to me. Even though I could admit and see a lot of my mistakes I’d get stuck on the guilt and shame never able to see what I need to see, release, heal and move forward. Liana tells us to not hold on to them but my IC didn’t want to let go of something they identified with so much. Because they felt they deserved to be punished. To think a child deserves punishment 💔 

Connecting with my IC through Liana’s programs has shifted so much lately. I sing to them, write to them, hold them and tell them they worthy and deserving of unconditional love. That they already have it.

Thank you Liana, Jesus and Divine 🙏🏼💜💜💖💖